Dark Lover

11:34PM

"surrender"

When we kiss my heart's on fire
Burning with a strange desire
And I know, each time I kiss you
That your heart's on fire too

So, my darling, please surrender
All your love so warm and tender
Let me hold you in my arms, dear
While the moon shines bright above

All the stars will tell the story
Of our love and all its glory
Let us take this night of magic
And make it a night of love

Won't you please surrender to me
Your lips, your arms, your heart, dear
Be mine forever
Be mine tonight

(1 slap | slap me)

6:16PM

"Waiting For A Dream"

Waiting for the present, for the present to pass
Waiting for a dream to last
You are not my lover, and you never will be
'Cause you've never done anything to hurt me

Theres a fire in the priory
And its ruining this cocktail party
Yesterday I heard they cloned a baby
Now can I finally sleep with me?

Diving through the rising, through the rising waves of night
Keeping a reflection of you in hindsight
But in turning back the brackish waters will not reflect you
After you have turned the color back of death or something like that

Theres a fire in the priory
And its ruining this cocktail party
Yesterday I heard the plague is coming
Once again, to find me

Theres a fire in the priory
And the ogre in the oval office
Once again we all will be so broken
Now can I finally sleep again?

(slap me)

8:39PM - 1 of many great elvis songs..

"suspicious minds"

We're caught in a trap
I can't walk out
Because I love you too much baby

Why can't you see
What you're doing to me
When you don't believe a word I say?

We can't go on together
With suspicious minds
And we can't build our dreams
On suspicious minds


So, if an old friend I know
Drops by to say hello
Would I still see suspicion in your eyes?

Here we go again
Asking where I've been
You can't see these tears are real
I'm crying

We can't go on together
With suspicious minds
And we can't build our dreams
On suspicious minds
Oh let our love survive
Or dry the tears from your eyes
Let's don't let a good thing die

When honey, you know
I've never lied to you
Mmm yeah, yeah

(slap me)

6:48PM

rain on me

(slap me)

12:08PM - HAPPY B-Days

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :

Darlene

Tim

Daniel

mr. lynch
&
mr. fellini

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12:24AM - written by: me

its raining..
rest your head child
let each drop bring you dreams of bliss
.....
its raining..
lay your head on my lap, my dear
let the water wash all the fears away
.....
the flash and booms wont harm you, my sweet
its just our hearts bursting together
.....
sleep with me tonight, my girl
tonight we'll cuddle together
and pretend that its forever..
.....
we'll stay warm under the sheets
our bodies will heat us for the night
.....
we'll wake with our legs tied together
and share the air together
awake with the sight of joy.. (smile)
we've survived the night
.....
all because of you
all because of me
im delicately yours
youre delicately mine..



f.x.v.

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12:46AM - music of the year (for me)

i know these albums arent recent (some) but there were apart of my life this year..

Suede - suede
Stereophonics - you gotta go there to come back
Jay-Z - the black album
Sade - best of..
Erykah Badu - worldwide underground
Sigur Ros - ( )
Marilyn Manson - antichrist superstar, mechanical animals, golden age of grotesque
Vas - feast of silence
Schiller - voyage, life
Billie Holiday - lady day: best of..
Chris Isaak - chris isaak, heart shaped world
Roy Orbison - greatest hits
Nick Cave & the bad seed - abattoir blues/the lyre of orpheus, murder ballads

thats all i can think of off my head.

(slap me)

10:33PM

ahhh!! i hate being poor.
the phantom of the opera starts tomorrow!

(slap me)

11:19PM

lately i've been recovering from being sick for the past week and a half. for most of the weekend and this week i lost my voice. just yesterday i got it back. first sounding like Alec Baldwin...hehe so i kept repeating "the shadow knows!" at work. so i havent been doing anything really. just eating and sleeping. i need to jump back into my running and going to the gym again. past weekend i saw skinny puppy again. a really cool bar i went to 3 weekends ago was the Velvet Margarita, but if youre going to check the place out, i advise you to go befor 9pm because it gets packed.
anyways...thats all i have to say right now.

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6:36PM

- i just find it funny that the big election falls on Dia De Los Muertos.

- ive been working like a dog.

- got the new frou frou. brings memories when i first heard it on the drive to SD. on repeat all the way down.

- i like Porcupine Tree (the band)

- times are ever so changing. someone new is crawling into my life. she'll shine some rays on me.

- been a busy bee. but feels like im going no where. ever get that?

ciao

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11:57PM

maybe cause ive been sick. or maybe lack of rest. maybe both.
but im home on a sat night. i feel old. my weekends are just sleeping early.
geez i gotta get out of this mode.

oh well.. time for a night cap and sleep...

ciao

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11:16PM - Bent "private road"

My heart from now is a private road
No thoroughfare
No heavy load
No slow traffic
No graphic details
Cold or collision
No more stories to make me end

I'll always love you Venus still you are mine
Why do you have to take so much time
Calling me
I just wanted it to be easy like
Sunday morning

Snow falls in silence and covers the green
Still you can see where the birds have been
hungry but alive and free
Waiting
Waiting

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12:18AM

been having a....stressful week(s)?
or something. not sure what it is. but im very content on staying home these days, w/ a glass of wine or cocktail and watching movies.

came home from work today all pissy.
saw my dad working on the garden, so i helped a little.
i never thought of it, but gardening really relaxes me. it felt good.
my dad and i talked about politics, work, and how its been his dream that when i got older we'd be working on the garden together. he says it was one of my grandma's dream for us to do so to. and i did it for my mom. its her garden.
Oct 3rd will be the anniversary of the day my grandma Patrina past away.
she's watching over us. i know it. she was with us working on the garden.

g'nights.

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7:37PM

siouxsie was wonderful last night.

the Munsters marathon on nicks TV Land today.

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4:34PM - 4 SALE

anyone interested or know anyone that'll want
an 1972 Chevy Monte Carlo. best offer.

if you're a muscle car freak or lowrider fiend.
you can go any way w/ this car.

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9:13PM - my BDay tree

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- Of cool beauty, cares for his/her looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

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8:15PM - new tie..

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4:31AM - painful bliss

driving on the freeway at 4:15 am
with chris isaaks "wicked game"

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3:34AM - playlist of the night.. 1:30am -3:33am

roy obison -dream baby
-in dreams
-candy man
-running scared
chris isaak -heart full of soul
-wicked game
-fade away
billie holiday -these foolish things
-if you were mine
-me, myself and i
-they cant take that away from me
-travelin' all alone
-you go to my head
Nick Cave & the Bad Seeds -into my arms
-henry lee
-loverman

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2:27AM

"into my arms"

I don't believe in an interventionist God
But I know, darling, that you do
But if I did I would kneel down and ask Him
Not to intervene when it came to you
Not to touch a hair on your head
To leave you as you are
And if He felt He had to direct you
Then direct you into my arms

Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms

And I don't believe in the existence of angels
But looking at you I wonder if that's true
But if I did I would summon them together
And ask them to watch over you
To each burn a candle for you
To make bright and clear your path
And to walk, like Christ, in grace and love
And guide you into my arms

Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms

And I believe in Love
And I know that you do too
And I believe in some kind of path
That we can walk down, me and you
So keep your candles burning
And make her journey bright and pure
That she will keep returning
Always and evermore

Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms, O Lord
Into my arms

(slap me)